ex post facto

what does one do when an ex enters your life again?

it's not that simple. a plethora of emotions that were at once surpressed, suddenly flow free. there are questions, yet no answers. if closure presupposed the situation, I suppose it may be a little easier to go about maneuvering it, however in instances where closure lacked- there's only more to add to the flummox.

what do you do when you see an ex? not just any ex- that ex. you know which one im talking about....the one you sometimes think of. the one who plays out in the fantasies only you know you have. the one you secretly wished you had never let go of in the first place.

or perhaps, just never understood why it was so easy to let them go.